RtR: Day 3

Welcome to day 3. So far so good.

This was my first day to work with all this going on. This is where the eating 6 times a day is clearly implemented. When I'm at home, I can eat when I feel like it therefore I don't follow any strict eating plan. But at work I can only eat when the boss allows. So I have to eat when I can, rather than when want. Maybe I should at home. Might prevent those headaches.

The headache is gone. I'm so thrilled about that I almost thanked the mystery god. You don't get how much I dislike headaches. I mean I really do. Can't escape them.

I drove to work today because there is a flash flood warning/watch out there until nightfall. I looked like night fall all day long. That means no walking to the station (1.5 miles). I managed to walk 5 days last week and logged in 8 miles total of power walking for the week. I didn't expect to walk everyday and even told myself that when the weather was bad I wouldn't walk. So that was there already. I just didn't expect it to hit on day 3.

I did about 20 minutes of yoga this morning. The program was 45 minutes. I got dizzy and passed out a little in the middle of a pose. Teehee. Maybe I didn't eat as much as I needed to yesterday. I got all sweaty right before I passed out. SMH. I stopped and just watched the rest of the program. Since I'm starting a new regimen after years, months and days of inactivity, I have no rights or expectations that I should be perfect or even close to perfect. I accept that. But I also accept that perfection will be achieved and I'm moving toward that goal with expectancy.

I am following "The Fat-Burning Workout" by Dr Joyce Vedral. I had the book and thought, what the hell? I'll tell you the hell... 23 upper body exercises. Damn. 3 sets of 10. With light weights though (2 lbs a piece). I'll let you know how I feel tomorrow.

My leg pain is decreasing. I walked down the stairs this morning without tears. I hate that come tomorrow my arms will hurt, then come Wednesday my core will hurt, then I will hurt my legs all over again. A vicious cycle. But it is necessary. Muscle is what it is all about. Girly muscles.

I have had so much water that I am uncomfortable. As fast as it goes in it comes out. My bladder and kidney are probably wondering what the hell is going on. I had 32oz with ,y morning smoothie, 32 oz before lunch, 32 oz with lunch, 32 oz before I left work and 32 oz here at home. That is 160 ozs! Damn! I am being careful about drinking too much water. It's very possible. It's not pretty either. If you do it too much it can kill you. I once had to drink a large amount of water for my 1st ultrasound. I had no idea how to do it so I forced some down quickly at the center. I got dizzy, passed out and peed all over myself. It was humiliating. I made sure not to do that again. Hmmm... I pass out a lot. Never realized that before. They claim water is the key. We shall see.....

This is what I ate today...
Smoothie: 2 bananas, water and carob
Fruit salad 1 cup
1/4 cup of raw almonds and raisins
1 apple
2 cups of kale salad with marinated mushroom and 1/2 a cucumber
a few flax chips
lots of raw cashews
lemon/honey water
rejuvelac

I suspect that days with me being full long term are gone. At least for a little while. If I manage to get full on raw it is VERY temporary.

Talk to y'all tomorrow. Tomorrow is guts.....



Peace

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Precise said…
So if you happen to pass out when we're, you know...... I shouldn't feel like I just climbed all 29,141 feet to the top. That would have been worth bragging about but since you pass out a lot I guess taking any credit would be suspect. :D

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Precise
May 4, 2010 at 6:32 AM
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