Within/Without

Peace! I am 2 weeks deep in the program and I have yet to see anything in the bowl resembling a parasite. I don't know how I feel about this. On one hand, it means I'm clean and parasite free? Well what is moving around down there and attributing to my feelings of unwell? On the other hand... I did pay more than I normally would for a kit like this. The price is what has been keeping me from trying this before... And the belief that it loads you up with worms.... So if there are no worms, then I wasted my money. I just haven't been able to reconcile my feelings. A general update on how this kit makes you feel? Well if you don't drink enough water when you swallow the capsules, they burn like hell when they open. So... drink a LOT of water!!!! And it makes me poop... A lot. I hope I can still poop on my own when I'm done. My skin and eyes are super clear. I put that on all the pooping. I wanted to try a kit and I did. From now on, I'm going to go ...

Peace.... I have not been feeling well. I was super stressed out a couple of weeks ago because I was planning my family reunion. But thankfully that's over. I asked for it too so I can't really complain.... much. You live and learn. So I kinda stopped eating well then because I was busy.I burned the candle at both ends and in the middle. After the reunion, when I should have been happy and relaxed I came down with something super freaky... headaches, dizziness, sinusitis, photosensitivity, nausea, vomiting, excessive tiredness, aches and pains, bloating, cramps, my eyes are defocusing and jiggling, diarrhea alternating with constipation AND I feel something moving around in my gut.... Like everything at once. I was/am still a fucking mess. There is a thing going on called the . I really think this is what I have. Why do I think that? (a) Even though I don't live in Buckhead, I still live in NW Atlanta (Buckehead is in NW Atlanta), (b) I eat a lot of raw veggies, and...

Peace. I am not in menopause. BUT... I have been getting the postcards letting me know it's coming. It reminds me of when I was just a little moon and I'd go to the pediatrician and he would whisper to my mother that I was showing signs of puberty and it wouldn't be long until I got my period. They would then both turn and look at me sadly like I was dying. But its all good. I'm Culture Culture. This is what is supposed to be happening. If I was a Mayan I'd be dead by this age with 20 children and 100 grandchildren. But just because its coming doesn't mean I have to suffer. Menopause is cause by the ovaries shutting down. They has a start.... they get a finish (9:10). Baby girls aren't born with estrogen excreting ovaries. That's what happens at puberty. So After 30+ years of working every single day, my ovaries have earned a retirement. Menopause doesn't have to be scary or painful. When I realized that I had fibroids, I started research tha...

Peace. I realized that I didn't give an update on how the 3 day fast went... It's part of my internet persona. I learned a long time ago to never go back and check on how people respond to a post. I mean most normal people realize that the internet is (a) vast and (b) impersonal. Any and everybody could make a comment on something they have no frame of reference of exactly how it was meant. I read comments on blog posts but not comments of comments I make. Also, I find people who comment on comments don't ever make their own original comments. They just troll... I remember back in the myspace days, I would read posts and comments on a topic in a forum and people would be catching all kinds of feelings. Unless someone makes a personal attack on you... like calls your name... let it ride. But I commented on a topic about dinosaurs. Dude was saying since they never saw a live dinosaur, he didn't believe they existed and said it was just a hoax perpetrated by the whit...