Within/Without

As much as it pains me… and it does…. I am lifting my ban and restriction on soy products. The reason being, I live in this world. And although I would love to grow and make all of the food that passes through my lips, it’s impossible. I have too much other-ness going on. Remember, I have to rotate on my own axis. In a previous post I mentioned that soy is on the top 10 list of allergy causing foods and also one of the most genetically engineered foods. It’s a huge crop in this country. One of Montsanto’s cash cows. And its round up ready. I don’t want my body made up of this. Soy is every where. It’s in damn near every food that’s out there. If there is a list of more than 10 ingredients in a label, best believe soy is one of them. The question begs to why is soy in so much food? What does it add? Eugenics? There are a lot of foods that I can’t make on my own without using some type of milk. Soy milk can be used in cow’s milk place. Almond milk, rice milk, none of them wor...

I did a bad thing y’all. I gave into an impulse and ate something I KNOW I shouldn’t have. I didn’t indulge in swine or any of the prohibited foods. But I knew that eating this food was gonna do me harm. And it did. ****sigh**** It didn’t take long either. It was almost instant. Ok not almost instant. But I ate the damn thing at 8 pm and by 12 am I had broken out in hives. And I know that it was the food because that was all I ate. The next morning I had a familiar rash. And I kicked myself all day yesterday because I new my discomfort was caused at my own hands. SMH So this is what I did…. Since my dilemma was due to food that I had eaten… And btw it didn’t want to come out either if you know what I mean…. Why not forcibly push it out? And that’s what I did. Drank a glass of senna tea and waited for it to work its magic. I prefer senna tea vs. the commercial laxatives because it works gently. It doesn’t correct all, it corrects some. Though the cramps hurt. But I suppose its my justic...